as the sun goes down; capturing a moment of reflection

So it’s 0545 now. There’s this mixture of feelings, unknown to me. Time seems to be passing relatively fast. I seriously hope things will work out. And I don’t screw anything this time. Let the rest do the screwing, you people have done a marvelous job screwing things (that unfortunately has me in it).

Last count, its been 4 days since I had a proper conversation with you. I’m praying that things will run smoothly for us. Here’s a confession, I need you, badly. But, I’m just to afraid to keep hoping that you’ll always be here for me. People leave. You won’t right? At least I want to believe that you’ll stay. I love you. Always & Forever.

For: am only

Hug me. Hold me in your arms, where I belong.